I'm want to cry .But I can't at this moment.Because I can just to stand my tear

I want to cry I'm want to cry .But I can't at this moment.Because I can just to stand my tear But I just want to cry什么意识 I want to cry,but my pride told me not Cry,not I want to,but couldn't help it. I do not want to cry,But tears eyeful. Helpless...I'm so sorry...I want to ...but cry is just the perferance of weakness...what can i do I'm at a lose.I want to cry!but I must stand up bravely and find confidence again! I'm so tired that I want to cry I just want to cry.I just want to cry. I dont want to cry I really want to cry l want to cry but cry not to come out I WANT CRY.BUT I HAVE TO CONTROL!I DON'T KNOW WHY.WHO CAN TELL I want to cry but i have cried enough. 什么意思? I want to cry,but my pride told me not to.这句话错了吗? I want to cry!I don't know what can i do!I'm very sad! I want to cry,but you did'nt with me的中文翻译